WOW. Just wow. Haven’t logged in here for a long time! And omygosh! This tumblrs already a year old. Oh, why do Ive to miss those moments -_-
Ill be a college girl next school year, and I miss my friends already :(
Miss those times.
Miss this one.
(that was a surprise birthday party to our friend. that was @ ayas father condo unit in Avida which is practically empty.)
This feeling is worse than a heartbreak. When will these things end? :( Ugh. I remember those times. Those freaking times. Bakit kelangan pang mangyari ‘toh? Ive lost my trust to everyone. Ive been hiding all my feelings. Ive faked that I am strong for them while all I do is cry myself to sleep. Ive met some troubles with my grades in school. Ive avoided my friends. Its seems that I lost a ******. Hell. It seems that I lost my life. Ive been waiting for my old life to come back. This life is so freaking hard. :”(
Why? :(
But yea, life goes on naman nga daw. I hope we’ll gonna move on fast……….
Im just not used with this. Seriously though.
03 23 12 ; Cat Graduation held at Albertus Magnus Bldg (EDUC)
Last freaking day to wear that uniform which looks like a janitors outfit.
Face right now. Its probably 35 degrees -.- It is so hot! I might even just wear bras and undies and not feel cold. Ogashnes. & the fact that I just cried, o what even. </3 And yeah. Seriously needing to take a shower T_T Screw boys and their words T_T
looking so ffffff’ing wasssted o_o
Oh yeah hell yeah. Im awake nao. =)) Ive been sleeping for 5 hours straight. :-d Had half-day on school because the BSP will going to use the audi. Had fire drill, I finally used the fire exits of the school. Hoho who rocks nao. :D Any. Yeah. I forgot what am I gonna write, so bye. :D
Lol yeah. I miss my best friends, my old best friends. Yeah well like, my first best friend was Clarissa Jonson, we’re inseparable when we were like in the 3rd grade. We talk stuffs about being a teenager. Well she kinda grew up in the states so she seems mature for our age to talk about stuffs and blah blah. But shes in the states now, been there for a long time already and I haven’t seen/talk to her since 4thgrade. Next is Katrin Saballa(4th gr too). She became my real bestfriend. I mean, we just click instantly and we knew were comfortable with each other. Until this very time, we keep ourselves updated to each other. Cuz she’s in Canada right nao. Then when I was in gr6, I became close to Aldrin Maningat, Nichole Manuel, & Lyra Panganiban. Aldrin, was a very nice friend whose always there for you no matter what. Even when you feel so lonely, he can make you laugh big time. Nichole & Lyra was more than a close friend to me. They were nice too and easy to talk with. Well, Aldrin is now with God, and I miss him so much :( But yeah, I know he’s happy there. Nichole now is very out of reach I dont know why. Lyra, I can still talk to her or even see her around Nasugbu, but time had changed us. Y’knooo, it doesnt seems like the old times. Smiles-are-enough-when-we-saw-each-other thing like that. Then when I was in year1 my old classmate, Mico Rivera, became close to me. His like the guy Im comfortable with, no malice and evrything. BUT yeah, you know what happened. So he’s out of reach too, though I texted him and wanted those ‘things’ to be okay he thinks he should forget me for good. (Unluckily amnesia is the only thing that will make him forget a person) Next, year2, Rachelle Heredia. Shes like me in many ways. We spent the whole sophomore year being together and doing stuffs together. Inseparable. We had a little fight, a very nonsense fight which brought our friendship down. We never talked like real talk since then. Then year3, the OSC members! They been there throughout my junior life. They made my year3 a very memorable one. I had so much fun with them. (Shaira Apostol, Ces Paloma, Chrysna Santos, Angela Ching, Chantal Galang, Dan Lacap, HwaJin Lee, Joey Buan, Jordan Bisquerra, Ivan Tagle, John Paul Guades) And also my third year life wont be complete without Keena Valena & Aya Forte.
In short:
Clarissa, Nichole, Lyra, Mico, Aldrin, Rachelle. My “old”bestfriends, unfortunately, are all out of reach. I just missed those times when they’re just one text away. And luckily, Katrin stayed by my side all throughout :”>
OSC members are still there but we never been complete since 3rdyr. Aya and Keena are STILL there, just one text away :)
Nao, 4th year. My closest friends are Haniel Felicita (shes my seatmate for the whole 4thyr life and still my seatmate in our incoming grad :D), Sheila Morante, Pauline Furiel and Catherine Zaldivar. =)
